I John 3:18

All original content copyright Jessica Nicole Schafer, 2007-2016.

Thursday, May 1, 2008

GENTLE GIANT.




HERE’S TO YOU, MY HANDSOME, WHOLESOME, HOT HUSBAND…OTHERWISE KNOWN AS MY “GENTLE GIANT”:

*I NEVER THOUGHT I DESERVED A MAN WHO WOULD LOOK AT ME AND SEE NOTHING BUT BEAUTY.
*I NEVER THOUGHT I DESERVED A MAN WHO WOULD GIVE ME HIS WHOLE HEART.
*I NEVER THOUGHT I DESERVED A MAN WHO WOULD ALWAYS BE FAITHFUL TO ONLY ME…FOREVER.
*I NEVER THOUGHT I DESERVED A MAN I WOULD TRUST WITH MY WHOLE LIFE.
*I NEVER THOUGHT I DESERVED A MAN WHO WAS JUST ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS TO LOOK AT.
*I NEVER THOUGHT I DESERVED A MAN WHO LOVED THE LORD WITH HIS ENTIRE BEING.
*I NEVER THOUGHT I DESERVED A MAN WHO MADE ME LAUGH ALL THE TIME.
*I NEVER THOUGHT I DESERVED A MAN WHO WOULD ALWAYS LISTEN TO ME.
*I NEVER THOUGHT I DESERVED A MAN WHO WOULD STAND BESIDE ME, ALWAYS ENCOURAGING MY DESIRES AND ABILITIES.
*I NEVER THOUGHT I DESERVED A MAN WHO’D BE WILLING TO MARRY ME EVEN THOUGH I WANTED TO HAVE A MILLION CHILDREN. (OKAY, MAYBE NOT A MILLION…AT LEAST 10)
*I NEVER THOUGHT I DESERVED A MAN WHO PUT ME BEFORE HIMSELF.
*I NEVER THOUGHT I DESERVED A MAN WHO GAVE UP HIS LIFE FOR THE SAKE OF THE KINGDOM BY GIVING HIS LIFE TO OTHERS ON A REGULAR BASIS.
*I NEVER THOUGHT I DESERVED A MAN WHO WOULD GIVE HIMSELF UP FOR ME, JUST AS CHRIST DOES THE CHURCH.


AND I WAS RIGHT…I DON’T DESERVE ANY OF THOSE THINGS. YET IN SPITE OF THAT, I’VE BEEN GIVEN THEM FREELY THROUGH MY HUSBAND. I HAVE LEARNED SO MUCH ABOUT GOD THROUGH THIS MAN, WHO HAS AND WILL ALWAYS LOVE ME THE WAY THE LORD INTENDS A MAN TO LOVE HIS WIFE. I SO OFTEN QUESTION WHETHER I AM WHAT HE NEEDS AND WANTS…….BUT HE HAS LONG FULFILLED MY HEART’S DESIRE JUST BECAUSE OF WHO HE IS. WE SAID WHEN WE MARRIED THAT WE’D STILL BE ON OUR HONEYMOON FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES….AND ALMOST FIVE YEARS LATER, WE’RE STILL CELEBRATING THE AMAZING MARRIAGE THAT GOD HAS GIVEN US.

SO, HAPPY 29TH BIRTHDAY, MY LOVE!!

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

WHAT IF?

WHAT IF WHAT I AM CALLED TO REQUIRES EFFORT?

WHAT IF ACTUALLY STUDYING MY BIBLE TAKES TIME?

WHAT IF SERVING GOD MAKES ME UNCOMFORTABLE?

WHAT IF I DON’T ALWAYS GET TO HAVE THE NEW HOUSE, NEW CAR, NEW CLOTHES EVERY MONTH?

WHAT IF I DO?

WHAT IF FOLLOWING GOD IS EXHAUSTING?

WHAT IF I HAVE TO PUT OUT SOME ENERGY, EVEN THOUGH I’M TIRED AND WORN OUT?

WHAT IF I HAVE TO LOVE OTHERS…….EVEN THOSE WHO ARE UNLOVABLE?

WHAT IF I DON 'T GET TO ACQUIRE A SAVINGS ACCOUNT?

WHAT IF I HAVE TO DEPEND WHOLLY ON HIM TO PAY MY BILLS....NOT KNOWING HOW HE'LL DO IT?

WHAT IF I DO HAVE A LOT OF MONEY...AND I AM SUPPOSED TO GIVE IT ALL TO THE NEEDY? WILL I?...EVEN THOUGH IT'S MINE, THAT I WORKED FOR...ALL MINE?

WHAT IF I HAVE TO FORGIVE….ALL THE TIME, EVERY PERSON….EVEN WHEN WHAT THEY DID WAS HORRIBLE….AND EVEN WHEN THEY DON’T APOLOGIZE?

WHAT IF I HAVE TO ACTUALLY EXERCISE SELF-CONTROL?

WHAT IF I ACTUALLY HAVE TO HOLD OTHERS AROUND ME ACCOUNTABLE?

WHAT IF WHAT I DO DOESN’T ALWAYS MAKE ME FEEL GOOD?

WHAT IF I DON’T GET TO MAKE MY OWN DECISIONS?

WHAT IF I DON’T BELONG TO MYSELF?

WHAT IF I HAVE TO SACRIFICE MYSELF…MY TIME….MY LIKES…MY WANTS….MY DESIRES…..FOR OTHERS?

WHAT IF THOSE WHOM I’M SACRIFICING FOR DON’T EVEN KNOW IT, AND CERTAINLY DON’T APPRECIATE IT?

WHAT IF HE TAKES SOMEONE I LOVE?

WILL I ALWAYS FOLLOW, EVEN IN THE MIDST OF TRAGEDY?