I left you to do My job.
Why isn’t it getting done?
I left you to fight hatred.
Why are you fighting for it instead?
I left you to take care of the poor.
Why are they still suffering from poverty and hunger?
I left you to take care of the widows.
Why are they all still alone?
I left you to care for the orphan.
Why do they still feel unloved?
I left you to love the unlovable.
Why are you hating them?
I left you to embrace the outsider.
Why are they being cast aside?
I left you to encourage.
Why do you discourage?
I left you to do justice for the oppressed.
Why do you judge them instead?
I left you a world to care for.
Why are you destroying it?
I left you to live out My Gospel.
Why do you twist My words for your own personal/political gain?
I left you to usher in My Kingdom.
Why do you choose to usher in your own?
I left you with knowing that the love of money is evil.
Why do you choose to love it more than Me?
I left you to love your enemies.
Why do you rip them apart instead?
I left you to be united.
Why are you divided?
I left you to spread hope.
Why do you spread despair?
I left you to forgive one another.
Why do you harbor bitterness?
I left you to seek wisdom.
Why do you settle for ignorance?
I left you to be faithful to me and one another.
Why do you betray instead?
I left you to be truth for one another.
Why do you spread lies?
I left you my Holy Spirit.
Why do you constantly squelch it?
I left you in knowing that love conquers all.
Why do you hate in your words, actions, and inactions?
I left you to be My hands and feet.
Why are you sitting down?
I left you to be a light.
Why are you known for darkness?
I left you….yet I am still with you. I created you in My image. I still believe you will do the right thing. Go, and do it.
A Broken Heart
by: Jessica Nicole Schafer
July 21, 2010
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Posted by jesnicole at 7:28 PM
Monday, July 19, 2010
"Maybe if you just looked at things differently, it would change your life."
"Maybe if you just stopped thinking about all the bad, it wouldn't 'seem' so tough."
Sound familiar?? I've heard many things like this before. Admittedly, there is a kernel of truth here. However, there are times in life when it does nothing but rub salt into the wound. I've been there lately. Ever been there yourself?? I was thinking the other day about how sometimes people don't want to face the truth about the hard, hurtful, sorrowful things that they, themselves are enduring, much less what their loved ones are going through. I'm sure over the course of my life, I've been guilty of this. I hope it's not something I'm still guilty of. I am reminded of Job. And even moreso, of Jesus. "Hey, it's NO BIG DEAL, Jesus!! It's only a CRUCIFIXION!! Change Your perspective, and maybe it'll downplay the hellish circumstances You're in!"....think that would've helped at all?????
WHY do we do this with one another, when He, Himself NEVER did?!?!?!
I think sometimes we do this because seeing someone hurt or suffer for a long time is just too hard to handle. We can't find a reason. So people begin to think like Job's friends..."Well, they must have done something wrong." And we see in Scripture that is not always the case. Sometimes we think the hurt is too hard to face, so we turn away. Derek Webb put it best in one of his songs, "I don't know the suffering of people outside my front door, so I join the oppressors of those I choose to ignore. I'm trading comfort for human life, and that's not just murder, it's suicide...".
When we turn our back on pain, on hurt, on grief, on the oppressed.....I believe we turn our backs on Him.
My point, to put it quite simply, is this;
you can pile whipped cream, sprinkles, and a big ol' cherry on a pile of manure.....but trust me, that won't make it ice cream! It'll still smell and taste of what it truly is.....nothing sweet at all.
I know I've needed reminding of this lately. And by the way, I am indeed thankful for my amazing husband, and our loving family and friends who have and are living out the Gospel to us during this season in the desert...they are great reminders of the comfort that Christ offers.
They "Bear one another's burdens, and thereby fulfill the law of Christ." -Galatians 6:2-
You who are hurting...you who are aching....you who are torn up on the inside through no fault of your own.....you who are weary....you who are hopeless......you who are poor.....you who are lonely......you who are despairing.........
I have something to tell you.
I am sorry for the times that others have minimalized your pain. Because HE DOES NOT!!!
We serve the God who hurts alongside us, even though He may be able to prevent the pain. We serve a God who cries with us. As I've mentioned before, He even catches our tears. (Psalm 56:8) We serve a God who is FOR the oppressed. I hope that gives you strength....if even for a moment.
And by the way, you are not alone. This 5'1" wife/momma/sister/daughter/friend is right there with you. Sometimes the pain is too much to carry. This is why He is here, and also why He gave us one another. Until my family gets out of the desert, I will do all I know to do, and that is worship Him, serve Him, my family,and His children, remain faithful....and HURT to the fullest. There are sometimes in life when that very thing, HURTING, will somehow bring honour to Him....for whatever reasons He is choosing to allow the pain. Even though we may never fully know...
"So am I alloted months of vanity, and nights of trouble are appointed me. When I lie down I say, 'when shall I arise?' but the night continues, and I am continually tossing until dawn............My days are swifter than a weaver's shuttle, and come to an end without hope." *Job 7:3-4 &6*
"The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." Psalm 34:18
"Blessed be the Lord, who daily bears our burden, the God who is our salvation. Selah." Psalm 68:19
"Those who sow in tears shall reap with joyful shouting. He who goes to and fro weeping, carrying his bag of seed, shall indeed come again with a shout of joy, bringing his sheaves with him." Psalm 126:5-6
"I pour out my complaint before Him; I declare my trouble before Him." Psalm 142:2
"For the LORD takes pleasure in His people; He will beautify the afflicted ones with salvation." Psalm 149:4
"I know that the LORD will maintain the cause of the afflicted and justice for the poor." Psalm 140:12
"How long, O LORD? Will You forget me forever? How long will you hide Your face from me?" Psalm 13:1
"As one whom his mother comforts, so I will comfort you; and you will be comforted in Jerusalem." Isaiah 66:13
"Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted." Matthew 5:3-4
"These things I have spoken to you, so that in Me you may have peace. In the world you have tribulation, but take courage; I have overcome the world." John 16:33
"And if one member suffers, all the members suffer with it; if one member is honored, all the members rejoice with it." I Corinthians 12:26
"For just as the sufferings of Christ are ours in abundance, so also our comfort is abundant through Christ." II Corinthians 1:5
"casting all your anxiety on Him, because He cares for you." I Peter 5:7
Posted by jesnicole at 2:43 PM