MY MOMMA.

I HAVE BEEN DREADING MOTHER'S DAY...FOR OBVIOUS REASONS. AND LATELY MEMORIES OF HER HAVE BEEN HAUNTING ME.....I THINK OF SOME SWEET THING FROM A FEW MONTHS AGO, OR WHEN I WAS A LITTLE GIRL.... AND I CRY. BUT THIS MORNING, I HAVE DECIDED THAT I'M SO THANKFUL FOR THE MEMORIES. IT'S ALL I HAVE NOW. I LOVE TO REMEMBER ALL THE TIMES I HAD HER HERE. I MISS HER RIGHT NOW....I MISS HER ALWAYS. NOBODY CAN OR WILL EVER LOVE ME LIKE HER...SHE IS MY MOMMA.

IF I'VE NEVER THOUGHT MYSELF BLESSED, I KNOW FOR SURE, IN MOMENTS LIKE THESE, I AM....

*BLESSED ARE THOSE WHO MOURN, FOR THEY SHALL BE COMFORTED."
-JESUS-

TO MAKE MYSELF SMILE.

SOMETHING TO SMILE ABOUT WHEN IT’S RAINING.

*A GOOD BOOK…..”CHRONICLES OF NARNIA”, “A WRINKLE IN TIME”, AND WHO COULDN’T BE INSPIRED BY THE HOLY BIBLE?

*MAYBE A RAINBOW IS COMING?

*THAT “FEELING” THAT SOMETHING SPECIAL IS GOING TO HAPPEN SOON…….ANYBODY KNOW WHAT I’M TALKING ABOUT? I’VE HAD THAT FEELING FOR A WHILE NOW. I CAN’T EXPLAIN IT.

*KNOWING THAT MY FLOWERS ARE GROWING, THANKS TO THE STORM.

*ONE CAN APPRECIATE LIFE SO MUCH MORE AFTER LIFE’S HARD DAYS.

*USING MY NEW MICROWAVE THE HOT MAN BOUGHT FOR ME…….ON HIS BIRTHDAY…….AS AN EARLY MOTHER’S DAY GIFT…….YEAH, I KNOW…..HAD I BEEN WITH HIM, I WOULDN’T HAVE LET HIM GET IT.

*LETTING DYLAN WATCH A MOVIE UNDER HIS LITTLE TENT WITH HIS LITTLE DVD PLAYER…….IT’S JUST TOO ADORABLE.

*HAVING AN INDOOR PICNIC ON THE LIVING ROOM FLOOR WITH MY HANDSOME LIL’ BABY SUGAR. (IT’S PRETTY FUN, WE’VE DONE IT A LOT ON RAINY DAYS)

*FLIPPING THROUGH A HYMNAL…….WE’VE BEEN SINGING A LOT OF HYMNS AROUND HERE LATELY. MAN, THEY’RE BEAUTIFUL. AND DYLAN LOVES THEM SO MUCH!!....HERE’S SOME OF MY FAVORITES…I’LL TRY TO KEEP IT SHORT, BECAUSE I LOVE SO MANY OF THEM…..”COME YE SINNERS, POOR AND NEEDY”, “COME THOU FOUNT OF EVERY BLESSING”, “MY JESUS, I LOVE THEE”, “SHALL WE GATHER AT THE RIVER”, “THIS IS MY FATHER’S WORLD”, “FOR THE BEAUTY OF THE EARTH”, “THERE IS SUNSHINE IN MY SOUL”, “BE THOU MY VISION”, “AT CALVARY”, “WHEN I SURVEY THE WONDROUS CROSS”, “I LOVE TO TELL THE STORY”, “JESUS IS ALL THE WORLD TO ME”, “BREATHE ON ME”, “SWEET, SWEET SPIRIT”, “WONDERFUL WORDS OF LIFE”, “I KNOW WHOM I HAVE BELIEVED”, “BRETHREN, WE HAVE MET TO WORSHIP”, “THE SOLID ROCK”, “BECAUSE HE LIVES”, “IT IS WELL WITH MY SOUL”, “SWEET HOUR OF PRAYER”, “ALL THAT THRILLS MY SOUL”, “TRUST AND OBEY”, “I NEED THEE EVERY HOUR”, “FOOTSTEPS OF JESUS”, “WHEN WE ALL GET TO HEAVEN”, “ON JORDAN’S STORMY BANKS”, “I STAND AMAZED IN THE PRESENCE”…….

*WATCHING MY LIL’ SWEET BABY BOY SUGAR FACE PUMPKIN NOSE PLAY AND SAY, “MOMMY, I LOVE YOU AND I LIKE YOU, AND I DON’T WANT ANOTHER MOMMY, I ONLY WANT YOU”……HOW CUTE IS THAT?!?!?!?!?!