TODAY WOULD’VE BEEN YOUR BIRTHDAY.
NOW IT’S A SOBERING REMINDER OF
YOUR BEAUTIFUL LIFE THAT’S ENDED HERE,
THE OUTPOURING OF ALL YOUR LOVE.

YES, THE WORLD’S STILL SPINNING.
LIFE IS STILL MOVING RIGHT ALONG.
BUT IT’S BEEN A LITTLE BIT DIMMER
FOR ME SINCE YOU’VE BEEN GONE.

THAT VOICE OF YOURS THAT WOULD SO
OFTEN COMFORT ME WHEN I WAS DOWN,
IT’S STILL HARD TO COMPREHEND THAT
YOU WON’T BE COMING AROUND.

OF COURSE I THINK OF YOU EVERYDAY,
IT’S NOT FAIR TO ME THAT YOU’RE NOT HERE.
WHAT I WOULDN’T GIVE TO SEE YOU,
AND TO HAVE NO MORE TEARS.

IT’S SO LONELY SOMETIMES HERE, MOMMA.
THERE ARE STILL DAYS THAT DRAG ON BY.
AND OF COURSE, I’LL STILL ALWAYS WONDER,
I’LL ALWAYS ASK THE LORD, “WHY?!”

I KNOW THAT THE LORD HAS YOU,
I KNOW WE’LL SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN.
BUT THAT DOESN’T HEAL THE PAIN OF
NOT HAVING YOU HERE TO HOLD MY HAND.

SO RIGHT NOW AS I REFLECT UPON
THAT BEAUTIFUL LIFE YOU HAD HERE…
I’LL BE THINKING OF ALL THE SWEET TIMES
AND I’LL GO ON KNOWING YOU’RE STILL NEAR.

J.N.S. FEBRUARY 7, 2009

*WE HAVE HI SPEED INTERNET NOW!! I FEEL LIKE I'M COMING OUT OF THE DARK AGES!! :)

*I'M LOVING THE WEATHER LATELY-IN THE 60'S. BUT I'M SURE IT WON'T LAST LONG. SPRING, SUMMER, I'VE NEVER BEEN SO READY FOR YOU!!

*I REALLY WANT SOME CAFFEINE RIGHT NOW.

*I LOVE MY FAMILY, THEY ARE THE BEST.

*I'M LOOKING FOR A GOOD BOOK TO READ, ANY SUGGESTIONS??

*MY HUSBAND IS GETTING HIS VALENTINE'S DAY GIFT TOMORROW!! HE'S 6'8", SO HE'S NEVER SLEPT COMFORTABLY ON ANY BED. SO, ME, BEING THE WONDERFUL WIFE I AM, ;).....GOT HIM A CALIFORNIA KING BED FOR VALENTINE'S DAY!! I'D LOVE TO HAVE A WIFE LIKE ME!! HAHAHA. KIDDING.

*WE DIDN'T HAVE INTERNET FOR A FEW DAYS, AND I KINDA LIKED IT. I'M BEGINNING TO GET REALLY ANNOYED WITH CELL PHONES, TEXTS, INTERNET, ELECTRONICS.......OR AT LEAST WITH THE FACT THAT THEY'RE ALL WAY OVERUSED. AND YES, I KNOW....I USE THEM, TOO. BUT I FEEL LIKE I CAN BREATHE WHEN I DON'T HAVE MY CELL PHONE, OR INTERNET.

*IT'S GETTING CLOSE TO DINNER TIME, I NEED TO FEED THESE PEEPS.